Selamat datang ke blog aku , but let me warn you before hand that , blog ini bukan pasai comprehension , nahu - vocab dan lain lain , it is not about bahasa berbunga bunga .. aku tulis blog ini secara impromtu dan tak semak semula ejaan , aku pakai tenyeh sahaja , there is no time and luxury nak berbahasa berbunga dan cakap ikut bahasa skrip .. , and this blog is not about agama , I am not that religious , but I practice Islam . , very strong faith , no questions about it .I am a Muslim and trying hard to be a true muslim !
This is raw , original and I do the jotting whenever I am free , no draft , because I am not a linguist , I am just the person who likes to blog about the real things .
I may not be 100 % realist but I am trying hard to be real as real as I can get , just to get by.
let the mayhem begin .....
Sementara menunggu ini ...
( while I am still here .. waiting )
Waiting for what ?
Tunggu kepada sesuatu yang pasti ...
ia pasti datang , cuma samada aku bersedia atau tidak ...
Apa nak di runggutkan ( whine ) -- hidup ini ... begitulah , terima sajalah ketentuan Ilahi , tapi kita boleh berdoa minta di ringgankan segala masalah yang di hadapi , tapi .. kenalah pastikan bahawa doa di terima .. there are many ways untuk tuhan terima doa kita.. tapi Allah maha mengetahuinya .., jika anda bermasalah maka maknanya anda terplilih , tak perlu di sogok perwakilan mana mana peringkat sebab ini pilihan ' the big guy up there dan bukan mudah nak diplih , anda pasti kuat .. kuat semuanya ... god damn it !
maka tahniah berbanyak .. anda telah terpilih untuk susah dan berdukacitalah orang orang yang tidak terpilih untuk susah , kerana mereka senang dari lain segi... ini bukan politik wang atau berbodek dan terbodek .! Yahu !
Interesting lirik lagu ini :-
Menunggu ada kalanya terasa mengasyikkan
Banyak waktu kita miliki untuk berfikir
Sendiri seringkali sangat kita perlukan
meneropong masa silam yang telah terlewat
Mungkin ada apa yang kita cari
masih tersembunyi di lipatan waktu yang tertinggal
Mungkin ada apa yang kita kejar
justru tak terjamah saat kita melintas
Menunggu lebih terasa beban yang membosankan
Banyak waktu kita terbuang tergilas cuaca
Sendiri seringkali sangat menyakitkan
Meneropong masa depan dari sisi yang gelap
Mungkin ada apa yang kita takuti
justru t'lah menghadang di lembaran hari-hari nanti
Mungkin ada apa yang kita benci
justru t'lah menerkam menembusi seluruh jiwa kita
ho ho ho
Mungkin ada apa yang kita takuti
justru t'lah menghadang di lembaran hari-hari nanti
Mungkin ada apa yang kita benci
justru t'lah menerkam menembusi s'luruh jiwa kita
Memang seharusnya kita tak membuang semangat masa silam
Bermain dalam dada
setelah usai mengantar kita tertatih-tatih sampai di sini
ho ho ho ho...
I am a traveller of both time and space ..
I came this far only to realise that ..
IT IS BETTER TO BE HATED AS WHAT WE ARE
rather TO BE LOVED FOR WHAT WE ARE NOT.
I came this far only to realise that ..
IT IS BETTER TO BE HATED AS WHAT WE ARE
rather TO BE LOVED FOR WHAT WE ARE NOT.
If the above statement is wrong for you , then .. this blog is not for you . We are not reading the same page and our wavelength pitches odd ., we are not compatible , please leave !, I believe that one have to love what he/she is doing otherwise .. it is a waste of time .
If you choose to proceed , let me warn you again hat this is not good for you if you still think that I will get anything out of this .. I can't offer you nothing ! unless you are a absolute basic type
.... and this is me !., and I was hoping that ' please take me home ' will be appropriate . I just want to go home ! Nak letak placard atas dada dan berjalan di tempat orang ramai is not good ... I am putting that invisible statement across my heart ,.. tapi siapa yang nak pandang kan !, tapi tak ada apa yang boleh aku tawarkan dan tak apa yang aku nak ambil ... aku , absolutely basic !
With a laptop , I travelled to many places , joking around sometimes in tamil or even cantonese, I spoke many language in rojak , senang , payah cina , india nak kelentong !
This video , I was in Jalan Seget , JB , in tamil , I told them ...
Varede , ke tepi ke tepi , aku nak lalu !
but I carried my laptop on a job, I develope and sell on my own ..
A management system - a simplified way of managing
This one of my favourite songs .. >> dengaq la << top 10 in my list
Kashmir - Led Zepplin -
my 8 minutes plus of personal orgasm
Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face, stars fill my dreams
I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait, all will be revealed
This one makes me sad >> dengag la <<
Bruce Springsteen - Drove All Night
When I lost you honey sometimes I think
I lost my guts too
And I wish God would send me a word send me something Im afraid to lose
Lying in the heat of the night like prisoners all our lives
I get shivers down my spine and all
I wanna do is hold you tight
I swear I'll drive all night just to buy you some shoes
And to taste your tender charms
And I just wanna sleep tonight again in your arms
Tonight there's fallen angels and they're waiting for us down in the street
Tonight there's calling strangers, hear them crying in defeat.
Emilia Kontessa - Mungkinkah ?This one makes me wonder of any posibility >> Dengar lah <<
... >>and where is love << ... good question and the declaration of no contest , tak mau dah bertanding di mana mana peringkat walaupun dicalunkan , berkhidmat dari luar lebih baik dari memegang jawatan sebagai ketua keluarga , they say ..' why one must buy a cow just to drinks it's milk, one would just buy milk from ' the outlet' , there are many flavour ma !.Just kidding .. my religion bars me ! Kono sebat , atau rejam ... takut
I have decided not to decide about the decision .. Walk away lah , sebab malas nak compete lagi pun aku akur yang aku sebenarnya hanyalah ibarat serangga yang tidak layak untuk sesiapa malas nak melawan arus dan dah malas dengan dunia materialistik , aku dah tak ada nak beri .
.. ... and I move about with these prospectus !
Being lonely is a sad affair ,let alone being cast away but .. these tunes .. sad listening to it but is uplifting .. the fight for survival , fighting to find a place to be able to sleep is a continuing activity . Ultraman pun kena tidur , apatah lagi Ultraman pencen . It is an everyday combat > The tune < , from OST The Bourne Identity , his woman died , he has just to survive ...
Kadang kadang rasanya macam STOIC SQUIRM .. kita tahu perasaan orang tapi tak erti apa yang di tanggungnya .. senang senang nak komen rasa dan perasaan orang lah konon .. , .. aku memahami mu lah konon, tanggung lah tenggok ...
Cakap pandai sangat apek tua ni , mana bini , marka , gila frend ? Mana !!! >> Ada .... <<
Cakap mudah la !
Hidup bukan untuk disesali, bukan untuk ditangisi.
bukan untuk bersedih. Hidup adalah perjuangan
untuk terus bangkit dari kegagalan dan kejatuhan.
Pasrah. redha dan terima seadanya !
Pasrah. redha dan terima seadanya !
Life is not ' What you see is what you get ..' of sorts .
as they say .. It is easier said than done .., .
I have seen ALLAH's miracle many times
There are too many things to tell ,
but there were few to listen ,
before I could speak properly , I was made to listen
They tell many happy things in life ,about life is wonderful
They never told me about the sorrow
In life , I saw these ...
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
Never judge the book from its cover ,Looks can be deceiving sometime
In real life , expect the unexpected , aim high but always prepare to accept the lowest , in this manner , you will never be disappointed .
Put High hopes but expect the lowest results
You will find peoples with high expectation , they give you too little but they want big returns . , and all those people says that they are ' ikhlas ' and talk and profess noble intentions but they are not , these are real ' cakap tak serupa bikin' be it someone near you, your immediate family , friends and foe
Oh.. this one , I found it very touching to my spine ....
I was fighting the wrong type of war all this while in the sphere of human activity , what a waste , chasing something like writing cheques my body can't cash , those imposible dreams..
I have decided to kill the dreams I dreamt !
I used to dream a dream .. but wtf !
( I love this kind of song in this manner, this chap is supossed to be conferred Datuk ..,They should have sang this type of melody rather than listening to ... the other guys who prefers the ......) ..
Life is a straight forward matter , kebanyakkan orang telah tersilap . as what I found out in the hard way .,
Bila kita di lahirkan , dalam keadaan telanjang bulat , dari kecil di asuh , buat kebaikkan dan jangan buat yang di larang agama , as we grow older , duduk baik baik di dunia yang sementara ( transit ) menunggu untuk di bawa ke alam abadi . Tiket di sana ada 2 kelas , kalau kita banyak salah , maka tak lah dapat duduk di tempat baik di sana .. simple saja .
Di dunia sementara ada , BMW, Mercedes , HP ... kalau tak mampu , tak payah pakai , pakai lah yang sederhana , Kelas Tinggi , semuanya itu hanyalah hiasan dunia ... di sana untuk yang baik baik, bidadari menanti ( habis yang dok kawin dengan yang comei comei , siap 4 lagi buat apa, cinta sejati konon atau seks semata mata - macamlah kuat sangat ! -- jual agama dan bandingkan diri dengan Nabi )..
Silap silap haribulan , the ' good guys ' itulah terjerumus ke neraka ... and it is a matter of last minute ' swing ' mereka pun macam kita lah jugak , pandai buat lawak saja and talk about sexs in the open !-- akhirnya banyak orang akan letak stickernya di kereta , and they will be the next thing to god .
Live life within your means- kalau tak mampu jangan cuba pusing kepala , ligat fikir , sebab semuanya sudah di tentukan Allah, buat apa nak songlap duit orang ramai , ambil loan banyak banyak kerana jiran kita baru beli kereta baru juga installment , biarlah jadi raja di hati , bukan menjadi raja di mata kerana malu takut nanti orang kata apa ., pecah amanah bukan setakat makan duit masjid saja , pecah amanah banyak pengertiannya
Orang dulu dulu telah berpesan
buat lah baik tapi berpada pada ,
jangan buat jahat , walau sekalipun ..
Tapi masalahnya , kita ini manusia , yang namanya manusia , pasti membuat kesilapan ,.. and no body is perfect ., kecuali Nabi S A W.
Itulah sebabnya ada tuhan , tuhan maha pengampun .., tuhan maha mengetahui , tuhan , maha pemurah
Dia lah .. tuhan.
I discover that Tuhan kena ada di dalam semua urusan dalam kehidupan ini .,sebab ,In the end ..,it is between you and god , he will be judging you , not the one who sit in the bench .
( and this tune ... power ! , why not he perform songs like this from now on , rather than to compete with the the guys who sings his song )
dan akhirnya .. cinta jua yang bertakhta ...
ada masanya ,
Cinta tidak semestinya bersatu
ada masanya ,
Cinta tidak semestinya bersatu
Blogs dari 2012 .. rebel without cause ..
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